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 When I say "I love you" , I mean is  I value and cherish you. That  you are an piece of my story, an irreplaceable part of my life, and that I wouldn't sacrifice you for anything. I may not say it as  often as some do, and I will never use those words reflexively. I won't echo it back every time I hear it. That is because, when I say it, I mean it, with all of my heart and all of my soul.
It  really hurts. I never faked my tears so when it falls, I am really hurt.
 A good morning message doesn't only mean "Good Morning". It  has a silent message that  says " I think of you when I wake up"
 They say  I am a warrior. But the truth is  I am a broken mess. Well  most  of the days, I am a bit of both. But everyday I'm here. Standing, Fighting, and Trying hard.
 Someone said to me before Conversation is important. It is all that we need to  put fix all the problems and misunderstandings  we have. But remember  we also need someone  who's willing to listen. Someone who's willing to stay, no matter how late it gets. Deep people with deep hearts  and thoughts can sometimes save you. They will save you  from yourself, from overthinking and  over reacting. 
 The only person I ever need to prove myself  is  you. I need to learn to be okay with people not knowing my side of the story. I have nothing to prove to anyone.
 Stress makes  me think that everything  has to  be fixed right not. I also forgot I need to Breathe. Things  have a way of working themselves out. One day, one step, one moment at time. We cannot  do it  all at the same  time.
When I look back on my life, I see pain, mistakes and heartache. When I look in the mirror, I see strength, learned lessons, and  pride in myself that  I all overcome those  problems. So I think I just should  look at the mirror hahaha.
 I am the one who likes you but can't have you I am the one who secretly likes you Me who likes  you that only I know I guess that's fine huh? Love in silence, Love secretly, Love that only I know. Can I love  you from a far? Can I be with you in my dreams? That could be possible right? No one will ever know Just Me
 Imagine being with someone who makes you believe in love again. Someone who treats you right  this time.
 If you want to be happy, be happy on purpose. When you wake up in the morning, you can't just  wait and see what kind of day you'll have. You have to decide  what  kind of day you'll have or want. Higher thoughts, energies, or experiences its  up to you to decide.

Depression

Depression is quiet. And much like a mask,  people hide  it  with  a smile. No one can see it but  you, because disguising it is so easy. The happier you are, the less they  suspect. But remember,  you also can't  hide  it forever. Everybody reaches a  breaking point. But that's okay. Don't be ashamed. There are  people who understands. Remember you are important , People loves you, and  you are not  alone.