Posts

Showing posts from November, 2021
Remember self-control is strength and calmness is mastery. I need to get to the point where my mood  doesn't shift  based on the insignificant actions of someone else. I must not allow others to  control the direction  of  my life. I must not allow my emotions to overpower my intelligence.
 I tried to fit in, trying to blend in with everyone else.. The thing is, it didn’t work out as how I wanted to be. No matter how much I followed the crowd and did my best to be like the rest.. I was still different. I’m thankful for that. I was never meant to be just another copy of everyone else.. I am unique in my own ways and I am meant for so much more than that. I’ve got big dreams, a kind heart and a passionately deep soul that yearns for more than just an ordinary life. Life’s too short to live unhappy, unfulfilled and empty. I want to chase my dreams, fight for my future and immerse myself in the beautiful moments. I’ve spent too long doing things I never should have in ways that weren’t me.. So I’m changing the music, turning it up and setting fire to my life. I know I’ll still stumble and fall. I’ll lose my way and get frustrated. I’m sure I’ll fail as much as I succeed.. But I’ll be doing it my way, by my rules. I’m not going to ask for permission, approval or acceptance. I
 Life has been hard lately and I feel like I'm  drowning at every turn, but I need to keep going. I need to lift my head, dig deep and find a way- I always do. Life may have gotten the best of me for a while, but it doesn’t storm forever. I need to overcome this stronger , wiser and better than I have ever been before, but first, keep fighting and get through it. I’m not saying it will be fast or easy, only that it will be worth it. I'm worth it.. I need to stop thinking about the past and begin believing in your future.. Because my best days, happiest moments and beautiful love haven’t happened yet,. And they will. I know I have been fighting for survival as long as I can remember, but this is where my story starts to change. I don’t want to give up on my hopes and dreams before ever really started. Turn the page. Start a new chapter. Believe in myself, because I know I got this. I need to stop thinking of negative that make me doubt myself. I'm a beautiful strong soul who