Mistakes
How long will I be like this? I can't stand you looking like that. I wan't to talk to you but yet still we have an agreement I wan't to take the word that I said yet I can't I'm longing to talk to you again but still have my pride. I can see that you can still handle the situation But yet I can't I wonder when will I be okay again I know your not but still I can see you can manage things well When will I hear the words again The words that I long for The kiss that I want The smile your showing The love that I felt with you the other day Damn I hate to be like this I feel so hopeless I hope someday this will reach you and make you realize That it is not that easy for me to handle this situation It's just I really need to choose between you two And I still can't understand Why? Why? Do I have to pull myself back when I really know that I already choose you. Darn I hope I won't regret this someday Even though we will have our lives separately still I do