It's sad that I miss you everyday. It's just sad that feelings remained unsaid, It's so sad that we only have to keep it to ourselves. It's just Sad. But I know it's for the best. Loving you from afar, I even met you in my dreams, Having a good time. But I know it will remain in my dream. You will always be the sweetest memory, I will never forget.
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"Sometimes the person who tries to keep everyone happy is the most lonely person" and he replied "seriously 😀". Yes seriously because I know myself how to be sad and it feels not good and sometimes really so so lonely. So I want that the people around me is happy. By that I can also be happy seeing them happy.
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Sometimes we don't really let go of the person we love. We just learn how to cope on the situation given to us. We learn how to put our mask and smile even deep down in our hearts we are crying.We learn how to laugh even we are so broken. We adapt and survive. We live and we hope that someday everything will be okay.
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The dark has always felt like home to me. I always want to sleep so dark. And if I'm so lonely I just want to stay my room and bed. I always find comfort in darkness And maybe I just belong to the night. Like the moon and the stars. I know once you've been in the dark, you learn to appreciate everything that shines.
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The problem with getting attached to someone. Is when they leave you, you just feel lost. I'm always alone even I got friends, most of the time I'm alone. So they don't bother asking me if I'm coming or not. When I get attached to someone, I always try to ready myself as I know someday they will hurt me. Because they won't be around forever. They will just be there for you to comfort you when you needed them. Or vice versa your the one helping and comforting them. That's why you are together for now.
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Shutting down myself is far worse than me exploding. I just want to shutdown so I can no longer feel any pain. In this way It's easy for me to say what ever I feel or in my mind to the person that hurt me the most. I've already said things over and over to the point I don't care anymore. I don't want to ask anything anymore. Because when I explode, I will be totally a mess and I think it will be harder to fix myself by then. And I think when I explode it means I still fight for what I believe we had.
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Before I give up on anyone, I try and I try and I try until I no longer can try anymore. Means I'm so tired of trying and just wanna give up on everything. Even it will cost me so much pain. I think it will be for the best, not for me but for him. And me by giving up means everything. Forget everything,
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All these time I tried to be good, be at your side and make you happy. Or maybe I just thought I'm making you happy but the truth is not. I wanted you to choose me. Yes you did say you choose me. But I know you choose me because I fight for you, because I'm the one beside you. But you didn't choose me because you really like me. All these days and weeks, I think I just leave in my own world. Thinking you cared for me, thinking you really like me, believing it was all real. But in the end, all I had was the role I played as the fool and my heart was once again torn into pieces.
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She said if he is confused whether to be with you or not. Stop it already. You cannot be someone "second choice" or someone "maybe" or someone "what if" or someone "I'm not sure". You deserve better. You need someone who knows exactly what they want. But why its hard for me to do process all the words you say.