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  Love is not enough to make someone who's gonna be there for you all the time,  It is someone who would treat you better,  It is someone who could see you through,  It issomeone who would never say goodbye

Remember self-control is strength and calmness is mastery. I need to get to the point where my mood  doesn't shift  based on the insignificant actions of someone else. I must not allow others to  control the direction  of  my life. I must not allow my emotions to overpower my intelligence.

 I tried to fit in, trying to blend in with everyone else.. The thing is, it didn’t work out as how I wanted to be. No matter how much I followed the crowd and did my best to be like the rest.. I was still different. I’m thankful for that. I was never meant to be just another copy of everyone else.. I am unique in my own ways and I am meant for so much more than that. I’ve got big dreams, a kind heart and a passionately deep soul that yearns for more than just an ordinary life. Life’s too short to live unhappy, unfulfilled and empty. I want to chase my dreams, fight for my future and immerse myself in the beautiful moments. I’ve spent too long doing things I never should have in ways that weren’t me.. So I’m changing the music, turning it up and setting fire to my life. I know I’ll still stumble and fall. I’ll lose my way and get frustrated. I’m sure I’ll fail as much as I succeed.. But I’ll be doing it my way, by my rules. I’m not going to ask for permission, approval or acceptanc...

 Life has been hard lately and I feel like I'm  drowning at every turn, but I need to keep going. I need to lift my head, dig deep and find a way- I always do. Life may have gotten the best of me for a while, but it doesn’t storm forever. I need to overcome this stronger , wiser and better than I have ever been before, but first, keep fighting and get through it. I’m not saying it will be fast or easy, only that it will be worth it. I'm worth it.. I need to stop thinking about the past and begin believing in your future.. Because my best days, happiest moments and beautiful love haven’t happened yet,. And they will. I know I have been fighting for survival as long as I can remember, but this is where my story starts to change. I don’t want to give up on my hopes and dreams before ever really started. Turn the page. Start a new chapter. Believe in myself, because I know I got this. I need to stop thinking of negative that make me doubt myself. I'm a beautiful strong soul who...

 When I say "I love you" , I mean is  I value and cherish you. That  you are an piece of my story, an irreplaceable part of my life, and that I wouldn't sacrifice you for anything. I may not say it as  often as some do, and I will never use those words reflexively. I won't echo it back every time I hear it. That is because, when I say it, I mean it, with all of my heart and all of my soul.

It  really hurts. I never faked my tears so when it falls, I am really hurt.

 A good morning message doesn't only mean "Good Morning". It  has a silent message that  says " I think of you when I wake up"

 They say  I am a warrior. But the truth is  I am a broken mess. Well  most  of the days, I am a bit of both. But everyday I'm here. Standing, Fighting, and Trying hard.

 Someone said to me before Conversation is important. It is all that we need to  put fix all the problems and misunderstandings  we have. But remember  we also need someone  who's willing to listen. Someone who's willing to stay, no matter how late it gets. Deep people with deep hearts  and thoughts can sometimes save you. They will save you  from yourself, from overthinking and  over reacting. 

 The only person I ever need to prove myself  is  you. I need to learn to be okay with people not knowing my side of the story. I have nothing to prove to anyone.

 Stress makes  me think that everything  has to  be fixed right not. I also forgot I need to Breathe. Things  have a way of working themselves out. One day, one step, one moment at time. We cannot  do it  all at the same  time.

When I look back on my life, I see pain, mistakes and heartache. When I look in the mirror, I see strength, learned lessons, and  pride in myself that  I all overcome those  problems. So I think I just should  look at the mirror hahaha.

 I am the one who likes you but can't have you I am the one who secretly likes you Me who likes  you that only I know I guess that's fine huh? Love in silence, Love secretly, Love that only I know. Can I love  you from a far? Can I be with you in my dreams? That could be possible right? No one will ever know Just Me

 Imagine being with someone who makes you believe in love again. Someone who treats you right  this time.

 If you want to be happy, be happy on purpose. When you wake up in the morning, you can't just  wait and see what kind of day you'll have. You have to decide  what  kind of day you'll have or want. Higher thoughts, energies, or experiences its  up to you to decide.

Depression is quiet. And much like a mask,  people hide  it  with  a smile. No one can see it but  you, because disguising it is so easy. The happier you are, the less they  suspect. But remember,  you also can't  hide  it forever. Everybody reaches a  breaking point. But that's okay. Don't be ashamed. There are  people who understands. Remember you are important , People loves you, and  you are not  alone.

 Open up, Never Be Afraid, to be YOU . The Real You That's the best you and only you needs  to know Some won't like it, means they won't  meant for you Some will love it, means there  are your  people  Anyone who doesn't  love the real you, is not meant  to be with you.  So don't  push yourself to  be with them too

 Sometimes  I just  need a hug... no words, no advice. Just a hug to make me feel better and  to feel that  I matter

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