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To much to THINK To much to DECIDE Its hard to ACCEPT that someone is there for you to be strong Its hard to BELIEVE that someday he’ll leave Its hard to TRUST that you wont be hurt Its hard to KNOW if he’ll stay with me forever And its hard to fall in LOVE when you’re not sure he’ll stay beside you forever.

Ever since you first came into my life, I knew something was different about you. Maybe it was the fact that I could talk to you for hours without getting bored, or how you could always make me laugh even when I’ve had a bad day. Everyday I loved you more and more it’s something so big that I cant control, you dont know why I chose you, I didnt know either but you were the one that always made my life brighter, with a simple smile, with a simple look, with just a few words. I can never express in words the love I have for you.You have made a world of difference in my life and I can never thank you enough for the person that you have inspired me to become.

When love has come But soon is gone It begs the question Was it there Was it love or just a feeling Was it love or just healing Healing from the hatred The hatred of our hearts Our past was deep and full of pain We needed this to release the stain For this I do not regret The time with you that I had spent What happened to our love? It used to be so bright Loving, laughing, caring Then soon caught the night I just love you so much I’m scared to lose you

  When love has come But soon is gone It begs the question Was it there Was it love or just a feeling Was it love or just healing Healing from the hatred The hatred of our hearts Our past was deep and full of pain We needed this to release the stain For this I do not regret The time with you that I had spent What happened to our love? It used to be so bright Loving, laughing, caring Then soon caught the night I just love you so much I’m scared to lose you

What will happen to me if I didn’t met you? Do you think it is really coincidence to met you In the Room? In all those people Why do I need to choose your name and add in my list? I never do that again in long time. You had said that maybe I see in you my Past. But why did I cry when I know you got hurt or offended? Why did I feel so terrible when I can’t answer you’re question? Am I falling for You? Am I ready to commit this silliness again? Am I ready to accept that someday I’ll be hurt by you? I’m so confuse so please don’t be so confuse when I keep on silence in everytime you ask me. Please Understand how hard to me to fall in love again… Please Help me to understand Our situation right now… Please explain to me why do I need to give you my world…

As I cry, All I think is you. As I cry, Not because you made me cry. I cry Because I hate myself I hate myself knowing i cant do anything to remove the pain I hate myself knowing that I miss you so much I hate myself cause i can’t do anything for you I just wish you’ll be back soon

As I look up in the sky Wishing that my tears won’t fall Wishing that the wind will wash it away Wishing the stars would get the loneliness I feel I'm crying inside And nobody knows but ME. Tears are embedded in my heart A tear so cold and so dark Tears that no one can see A tear with no hope for tomorrow Tears that tortured my chest Tears that I cannot control Tears that full of despair I wish they all been wash out Wash by the sweet nights Wash by the wind that I feel on my cheeks. Oh tears... wish you won’t fell