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How do we enjoy life? Do we need to be rich or be a bachelor where we can do what ever we want? We can’t enjoy life, at least not fully, if all we do is work and study. Unfortunately, for too many of us need to work more than we want. There are working students in campus where they can still enjoy their life while working and in the same time studying. It’s tough making money and it’s hard to study. Everyone knows that statement well. There are times when it is crunch time with work, then in the same time you have a project with a deadline then you’ve got to get it done or suffer the consequences. The key is good planning and discipline. The last thing of us needs to do is drop dead from the stress of working too much. Sometimes we need surprises from all these work, stress, and sleepless days we are doing. Surprises can come in many new and unexpected ways. The very nature of it can result sudden realizations that things are not always the way they seem. Routines are a natural ...

Reborn...

People are like a robot which they need to have a controller or a command of what they must do. Why did I say that? It's just as simple as What ever your parents, teachers, lecturers, relatives, friends, etc told you, you are following it. Or sometimes if most of the people are doing things you are also copying it. Like getting into the New stuffs or "IN" stuffs. But when these robots are being gifted of a special chip, memory, they can do what ever they want. I mean if they want to stand up on their own without commanding it. They can, because it is already installed to them. Now people are also getting those memory and that is called reborn. Reborn for me is waking up for a long sleep. Realizing that what ever happen to you is just a dream. Dream which you really need to learn to. It is a path which you must know what to do when you woke up. There are two types of Reborn: the good and the bad. The good reborn is called the savior and the helper. They usually help ...
August 01, 2007, 9:30 a.m. I had these dream that I have found all the things that I need. The necklace, the book, the medallion, the speels and chants, and etc. There is a house which it has a secret hide out. Where it has 2 floors and under the stairs is the so called hide-out or the secret passage. I don't know but one thing is that my uncle is there the uncle that I really hate of. Don't know who's house it is but still I know I've been there before.
July 29, 2007, 6:45 am Yesterday I was so happy because I can see that he is changing for good. I mean my boyfriend, his giving me the time that I want. He even bought me a teddy bear, t-shirt and we even ate at greenwich. But there is always a exchange for the happiness that I received. I wonder if his mad or what. The one that meant to be mine. I know it's weird because I'm the one who is giving him a space. Why? Because I know he will fall for someone else. Don't know when but I know he will. To a girl that has the same attitude, personality that I have. And he will loss all of his memory of me. Sad to say I already give him a clue yet I'm also trying my best to give him what I can. How I wish they can give us a time. More time to be with each other. Until the girl was completely awaken.
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July 26, 2007, 7:01 am I woke up with a strange dream. It shows me that I need to use these symbol to call for someone else. Or it may also mean that in my dream I am calling someone else using these symbol. Ahh so confuse why am I having these type of dreams. Eniwei it's time for me to prepare for school.
July 25, 2007, 5:56 a.m. Mowning to everyone. I was so drain yesterday I slept all day yet till now I'm so sleepy. I'm having a headache don't know why. And now I'm doing our project in Visual Basic, I hope I can finish this on time. I wish you will also gain the energy you need okay. By the way, I had this dream I know I can't tell you this right now yet I hope someday you will read it. To help and guide me. This dream is all about finding a medallion. A medallion which it has a star. The symbol of pentagram. I believed that it is mine. Yet someone is holding it right now and yet he doesn't want to give it back to me. The medallion can control the 9 guardians and if he learn how to use it. He will use it against me. So he will be the only one who can control them. Only one owner at one time. That's all just sharing don't know what it means.
July 23, 2007, 08:35 p.m. Been with you in five days and that days make my life complete. Yet there are things that I can't understand. Do you believe in supernatural?? Me I don't want to believe on the stuff like that but still it let me show the proof that are things like that. Then everything is connecting on me and everyone arounds me. First about the un-natural things that I can see and feel. I can't explain what they are yet now through your help I already understand why I can see and feel them. But why? I didn't notice it. You know all that stuff because you are also experiencing it. Now you telling the truth I have decided to connect eveything that happened to both of us. And in my surprise it really has a connection A connection which is connected on our past and also in the present. Now knowing all the things that i must not know I am in a big problem. Because I have no choice but to do the things that are meant to be happen. It's me who will give a big p...