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  There are so many things that have happen I don't really understand why I still love you I just know that one day Your face and name pops in my head And I can't forget you since that day I wonder if you still think of me I wonder if you have missed me I wonder if you have loved me I have my own beliefs beliefs especially about love And that is if you love someday whatever happens he still remains in your heart.

It’s crying time again You’re gonna leave me I can see that far-away look in your eyes I can tell by the way you hold me That it won’t be long before its crying time How’d they say that absence makes the heart grow fonder And that tears are only rain to make love grow Well, my love for you could never grow stronger Now you say that you’ve found someone You love better that’s the way it happened Everytime before and as sure as the sun comes up tomorrow crying time will start when you walk out the door

When days seem long, yet nothings done; When your friends are gone and you have no one; When you work all day and cry all night; That’s when you know life sucks. Nothing last forever Nothing ever works out Why is everything I do a failure? Why is everything a disappointment? Why will I always be alone? Why can’t I do anything right? Why can’t I be loved? Why do dreams make you feel good and have hope? Why, in reality, there is no hope? Why is there only pain? Why is there only failure? Why is there only regret? Why is life pure SADDNESS?

  When days seem long, yet nothings done When your friends are gone and you have no one When you work all day and cry all night That's when you know life sucks Nothing last forever Nothing ever works out Why is everything I do is a failure? Why is everything a disappointment? Why will I always be alone? Why can't I do anything right? Why can't I be loved the way I am? Why do dreams make you feel good and have hope? Why, in reality, there is no hope? Why is there only pain, failure, and regret? Why is life pure of sadness?

You can’t see it, but I’m crying inside You don’t know it, but I’ve lied You don’t understand, what I feel You believe that I am real You can’t see it, but my hearts broken You don’t know it, because I haven’t spoken You don’t understand that I’m happy but sad You believe me, when I say I’m glad Maybe joy will come into my life tomorrow. But right now nothing can replace the emptiness i feel in my heart. I feel as if I am slowly dying I am starting to see. No one really loves me.. When they see me.. People seem to flee. I am never happy no matter what I do. I do not know what the future brings

  You can’t see it, but I’m crying inside You don’t know it, but I’ve lied You don’t understand, what I feel You believe that I am real You can’t see it, but my hearts broken You don’t know it, because I haven’t spoken You don’t understand that I’m happy but sad You believe me, when I say I’m glad Maybe joy will come into my life tomorrow. But right now nothing can replace the emptiness i feel in my heart. I feel as if I am slowly dying I am starting to see. No one really loves me.. When they see me.. People seem to flee. I am never happy no matter what I do. I do not know what the future brings

*** To My Friends Who Are *** SINGLE Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when least expect it. Love can make you happy, but often it hurts. But love’s only special when you give it to someone who really worth it. So take time and choose the best. *** To My Friends Who Are *** NOT SINGLE Love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s "perfect person". Its about finding someone who helps you to become the best person you can be. *** To My Friends Who Are *** PLAYBOY OR GIRL Never say I love you if you don’t care. Never say i love you if you don’t mean it. Never talk about feelings if they aren’t there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart Never make the person fall in love *** To My Friends Who Are *** HEARTBROKEN Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from th...

To much to THINK To much to DECIDE Its hard to ACCEPT that someone is there for you to be strong Its hard to BELIEVE that someday he’ll leave Its hard to TRUST that you wont be hurt Its hard to KNOW if he’ll stay with me forever And its hard to fall in LOVE when you’re not sure he’ll stay beside you forever.

Ever since you first came into my life, I knew something was different about you. Maybe it was the fact that I could talk to you for hours without getting bored, or how you could always make me laugh even when I’ve had a bad day. Everyday I loved you more and more it’s something so big that I cant control, you dont know why I chose you, I didnt know either but you were the one that always made my life brighter, with a simple smile, with a simple look, with just a few words. I can never express in words the love I have for you.You have made a world of difference in my life and I can never thank you enough for the person that you have inspired me to become.

When love has come But soon is gone It begs the question Was it there Was it love or just a feeling Was it love or just healing Healing from the hatred The hatred of our hearts Our past was deep and full of pain We needed this to release the stain For this I do not regret The time with you that I had spent What happened to our love? It used to be so bright Loving, laughing, caring Then soon caught the night I just love you so much I’m scared to lose you

  When love has come But soon is gone It begs the question Was it there Was it love or just a feeling Was it love or just healing Healing from the hatred The hatred of our hearts Our past was deep and full of pain We needed this to release the stain For this I do not regret The time with you that I had spent What happened to our love? It used to be so bright Loving, laughing, caring Then soon caught the night I just love you so much I’m scared to lose you

What will happen to me if I didn’t met you? Do you think it is really coincidence to met you In the Room? In all those people Why do I need to choose your name and add in my list? I never do that again in long time. You had said that maybe I see in you my Past. But why did I cry when I know you got hurt or offended? Why did I feel so terrible when I can’t answer you’re question? Am I falling for You? Am I ready to commit this silliness again? Am I ready to accept that someday I’ll be hurt by you? I’m so confuse so please don’t be so confuse when I keep on silence in everytime you ask me. Please Understand how hard to me to fall in love again… Please Help me to understand Our situation right now… Please explain to me why do I need to give you my world…

As I cry, All I think is you. As I cry, Not because you made me cry. I cry Because I hate myself I hate myself knowing i cant do anything to remove the pain I hate myself knowing that I miss you so much I hate myself cause i can’t do anything for you I just wish you’ll be back soon

As I look up in the sky Wishing that my tears won’t fall Wishing that the wind will wash it away Wishing the stars would get the loneliness I feel I'm crying inside And nobody knows but ME. Tears are embedded in my heart A tear so cold and so dark Tears that no one can see A tear with no hope for tomorrow Tears that tortured my chest Tears that I cannot control Tears that full of despair I wish they all been wash out Wash by the sweet nights Wash by the wind that I feel on my cheeks. Oh tears... wish you won’t fell

I never knew there would be a better tomorrow But you’ve come into my life and taken away all my sorrow My days of sadness are a thing of the past Because I have found you at last My days of emptiness are gone for good Because you fill a void in my heart that you should You’re the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You’re the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes

I’ll give you all my heart But I’ll leave for myself too. What will happen is up to you You can keep it You can take care of it You can make fool of it It’s up to you I’ll accept it… I’ll do my best to show you my feelings Because that’s the way I love you.

Falling for you is not that hard. Your sweet and i know you’ll take care of me. Now you mean everything to me. Loving you is all i want to do Missing you is all i hate to do I wish your here by my side What will I do if you’ll be gone? Maybe I can’t take it… I wish I won’T lose you I wish to see you I wish to have you in my life forever.

This is the longest talk we ever had. One hour of talk, Even we can’t understand each other. I can see his trying to put out the words he want to say. It is funny to see his reaction. And in this day, it looks like our relationship is getting bigger. From none into friendship. And friendship is the best for me. We ask each other what we like, etc. etc. He said he loves John Lennon:The Legend of Lennon and my response is I like movies. hehehe… And he let me borrowed his DVD, Twister, I never seen it before so it looks like interesting.

Do I really change since I got here? Do I still have place in my real home? Do I really made them mad? Do I really disrepect them? Do you really doesn’t understand the situation? Or Does I not understand what I’m doing?

I said my feelings for you wont change… Yes its true my feelings wont change, Cause your special.. I believe in saying that if you love a person what ever happens you will still love him forever. Its inside your heart you just dont know it. Even you feel that you had forget him or her, they are still there just hiding. Anyway, Now something change… I will never forget what ever you had shared to me.. I will keep them until I die. Keeping and treasuring it… I’ll just wait for more memories you’ll gave… It’s so fun to know someone is treasuring your friendship and in the same time keeping those memories you shared. You know who you are.. So I just want to say Thank You for being my friend and being part of my life.. I’m very grateful…

Yellow Aura? Yellow's are very child-like and playful. They are imaginative, joyous and full of laughter. They live for enjoyment and creativity. Nothing is dull to a Yellow. They love to be creative and work with their hands. Yellows would make great therapists and doctors. They have a fear of relationships and commitment. They are very sociable people and are the life of the party. They can be quite, easy going though. They are very spontaneous but sometimes need to be settle down.

Why does people can’t be contented for what they have? If there is a latest cellphone they’ll buy it even they can’t afford to have expensive cellphone. Then when a brandnew one just got out they will change immediately. So that they can be in the circle of "In people". Do you think that if you got everything you want, your happy with that thing? I say Material things are "JUST" Things, we can get it anytime, anywhere… But those things are not important. Have you think what’s important to you than those expensive things you have right now? I do… These past few days I have thought of everything. I can see that I have the things that I want before. The things that I want right now and the things that I can be in the circle of "IN people". But there is something missing, that until now I can’t get. And I just laugh cause Money can’t buy everything at all. Some people said I change a lot, But for me I’m still me just fulfilling the needs that I w...

EarthQuake again. Always Earthquake in different parts of Japan. Building that collapsed, Houses that collapsed, Slandslide, People being wounded, Dying… Its always on the News. I think i will get a nervous break down when i experience another earthquake this week. God pls. let me sleep this week. Im so tired and almost no sleep because of the earthquake. Every hour we feel earthquakes. So Scary. And next week my mom is going out of town I’m the one who was assign to do everything here. Especially My siblings school Needs, like their lunch and clothes,etc… So pls let me rest even just a bit.

Melanie Kaethleen: You want to be productive and feel useful, and enjoy helping solve problems. You like to be busy and not waste time. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You have good recuperative abilities. You are determined. You have a need to be up front. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You must learn to give ‘wise’ service and not be a martyr. gaugi: You...

When I knew that our relationship is getting deeper I also knew my feelings are growing When you knew how i felt towards you I really regret it It doesn’t make sense Now that I’m deeply in love with you It’s hard to remove it It’s like you don’t appreciate how I feel Or maybe I’m just nothing to you Deep in my soul You’re there… You will always be Even you ignore my feelings I will feel it forever Even I’d promise that there is no weird feelings It will be the same It will always be.

I wish you were here I’m missing you like hell Wish you were here I miss your smile I miss your eyes I miss everything about you Wish you were here The first time I saw you I knew I felt something Now that I told you Wish you were here besides me

Whoaa….. I just dream a volcano errupting. Weird, so weird…. And do you know what does it mean??? If you just dream a volcano you are in danger of losing a close friend. I hate to lost a close friend… I dont like.. I hate it.. and I’m sure I’ll feel so terrible especiallly now.. I need some old friends….

  Spend all my time waiting for that second chance For a break that would make it okay But still…… No chance You’re my friend, My companion Through good times and bad You’re my friend and buddy Through happiness and sadness It doesn’t make difference from before It’s easier to believe In this sweet madness Oh this glorious sadness That brings me to my knees

Wishes, wishes Even wishes doesn’t come true everytime Even I’m tired of wishing and waiting I will still make a wish on my special day Maybe this time God will make it true I wish…. "I wish that someday all my love ones will appreciate all i have done and be proud of me even just once." Simple but very meaningful to me

Another year has past The time goes by so fast There’s so much more to see And there is so much more to remember The approaching times will bring Such Joy that will make us all remember Another year, another life Treasure the very best gift that God gave you Cherish every greeting that you receive Appreciate every gift you receive ‘Cause they all came from the heart of your loveones Set aside the fear And together we will enjoy the new year that God gave you

Whenever I Try to tell you everything I feel inside The words get in the way There’s a lot that i can say, But I’m hesitating Wish I knew how to really love you I give it all I had I’m so frustrated Should love be this or that I keep debating Never seem to find my way on the path you’re taking I don’t wanna hate you I don’t wanna be alone Feeling sorry for myself I wonder what you’re thinking right now I wonder if you find it easy to Get over me I don’t know where I’m going I think I’ll be okay

Why does tears don’t fall? When my heart is screaming. Why can’t I cry? When I feel I want to cry until the last tear I got. Why do I laugh fakely? When I know that I’m not happy and i don’t want too. Why can’t i ignore you? When you have hurt me so badly. Why can’t I foget the last time I saw you? When you have forgotten it already. Why can’t I change my feelings for you? When I know that you don’t care. Why does my feelings for you kept hiding? When you keep hurting it. why didn’t i get tired of it? When I know I don’t have a happy ending at all.

Once in a while You are in my mind I think about the days that we’ve had I’ve been waiting for so long But you said nothing When you knew that I felt something You just passed me by I should not fell for you Don’t start now My feelings had come and gone You played me far too long And that ain’t what I need There was a time when you were fine You were the One But now I’m stepping out The deal is said and done All I wanted was to chill some time with you If only you knew every moment Nothing goes on in my heart I believe I can never find Somebody like you And I pray that one day you’ll come back to me How many times should I shed my tears? You will always be inside my heart And you should know How I wish I could have let you go?

Why do we have to love someone that we treasured most? Why do we fear of loving them? Fear that he might not want to be my best friend anymore.. Fear of losing someone that I could always find comfort in. Maybe I should never have that feelings for him, and maybe I would still be able to spend time with him… Its all in the mind…. Telling the truth doesn’t lost anything but if i keep it inside of me I will lost a lot. Someday I will tell Someday I will know the truth Both of us will know the truth And everything will be different…

Did you see me Cry? Did you ask yourself why? Did you see me Cry? Did you ask yourself why? Can you hear me cry? Did you ask yourself? Will we ever grow apart? You couldn’t say Deep inside I knew I wonder where will we go Will we be the same? I hold you through the night Now, will I let it go? Soon I’ll let it Go Can you hear me cry? Will you ask yourself why?