i’m just the person who fill the spot in your emptiness. If your already happy i am just being set aside if not your here again making me feel that im important too. 


Sad, you just let me taste the old you for one day. But it’s okay i’m already tired 😪 

I wanna close my eyes now not thinking of the friendship we had. Who am I by the way. I’m just nobody.


You teach me how to be tough and took away my smile 😃. now its time to put out the mask i already set aside and hide with a fake smile. I know you don’t see my worth but i know the people around me see it. And they missed to see the old me. They are trying to fix things but what i said is “Dont try to fix things please accept the new me. Dont find what is already gone” 


I try to understand but you are pushing me further and further away. Did i ask or do something that makes you these? 


Somebody told me maybe just avoiding conflicts for the future.  What can I say hahaha. No worries i think im accepting the situation now.


Dont want to stress myself, that place is only my escape for all my stress. and now…

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